That’s the question I’ve been asking myself!!! I’ve had probably the hardest two weeks of my life. A lot of personal issues so I won’t divulge the details…but just know the idea of being isolated from anything and everyone seems like the greatest thing that could happen to me right about now.
With so many issues on my plate….my focus has been diverted and health has taking a back seat. Who wants to eat right when the rest of their life is in shambles? I‘ve cried and prayed and cried some more. I’ve cried and sang and cried some more. I am just at the point where I just do not care anymore and that’s a hard/scary place to be!!!
In the back of my mind….I know that everything is going to work out for the better but, some of the things that I’m going through just don’t make sense at all. How is this uplifting me….how is this motivating me?
All in all, stress has consumed my life…if I’ve lost, which I doubt I have…it’s because I’ve been too stressed to eat. The gym has become a thing of the past and I’ve hit every fast food chain you can name in the last two weeks.
I just can’t care about my health when I feel this depressed. Usually I share my post on Facebook but I think I’ll just leave this one to the blogging community. Just pray for my perseverance and strength. And hopefully I’ll get back on track today.